Fighting MS without God
One thing that has cropped up during my search for a wider realm of support during my battle with MS is the number of people who turn to religion as a support structure to help them through their own personal battles. While I have no problem with whatever one needs to help them through fighting a chronic disease like MS. A problem arises when there is an expectation that everyone else has to offer up support only in that way, and no other.
My treatment by others set aside as a needless digression, how do I fight a disease so far outside of my control when I have no belief in the supernatural?
I look to those things in my life worth living for, worth fighting the MonSter for. My wife and children are at the top of the list, with my parents and friends close behind. All very real, all very here. I place myself third, along with my writing and programming goals. These are enough to keep me breathing, keep me fighting, keep me pushing myself to my feet when I am on the floor and struggling, keep me taking my meds and doing my injections.
My pain may be great, but it is just pain. My tired and sore muscles are still mine, even if they don’t listen well.
I don’t need to look up to the sky for inspiration. I don’t need a god to take my burden; I can carry it with the help from those I love. I don’t need hollow platitudes or the empty promises of prayer to get me through the day.
Do not pity me for making it through without relying on a god. Realize I am making it through, and wonder how a simple human could do something like that.